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- Date: 05-28-91 23:52
- From: John Powell
- Subj: OMNI Article: Abductions
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- From the June 1991 issue of OMNI, (Volume 13, #9, ISSN 0149-8711, OMNI
- Publications, 1965 Broadway, New York, NY 10023-5965, $24/yr.)
- From the Antimatter section, UFO Update: Can UFO researchers prove that
- aliens are tagging and tracking humans with tiny devices in the body or
- brain?
-
- "But how can anyone know whether a reputed implant is real or not? How, some
- UFO investigators have begun to wonder, can they authenticate an implant
- should a sample emerge?"
-
- Here's what a few had to say on that subject:
-
- "One person addressing this issue is David Pritchard, a physicist at the
- Massachusetts Institute of Technology. According to Pritchard, no matter how
- strange the structure or material of an alleged implant, if it is not some
- 'out of this world' material like 'heavy metals or quark matter' it won't be
- possible to convince a lot of people. But, Pritchard adds, there are other
- ways to skin the cat. For example, researchers could peg an insert as such
- if it worked like a flashlight but was a hundred times brighter than any
- flashlight on Earth. If the implant sent complex but unrecognizable signals,
- he says, 'that would be pretty convincing as well.' Finally, Pritchard
- believes, evidence would mount if investigators found the exact same type of
- implant in numerous people making abduction claims."
-
- "The technique [MRI: Magnetic Resonance Imaging] was tapped by reputed
- abductee Whitley Strieber, who says he remembers the insertion of needles in
- his head. His MRI brain scans, he adds, now show strange white spots. 'Are
- the unknown objects in my brain an outcome of such intrusions?' Strieber
- asked in his recent book, Transformation. Pritchard says the dots prove
- nothing: they could be air bubbles. But a statistical argument could be
- made he adds, if researchers can show that professed UFO abductees have
- significantly more dots than a random control group."
-
- "...UFO skeptic Phil Klass, who doesn't believe that aliens have ever come to
- Earth, takes a different tack. First, he says, he would want to know 'where
- the implant came from,' and would feel more confident if it had been removed
- by a surgeon. Then, if it were something 'that could not form naturally in
- the body,' he would want to know it if could be made with terrestrial
- technology. If the answer to that is no, says Klass, 'I think you have your
- proof.'"
-
- "...Robert Sheaffer, author of The UFO Verdict, who says the whole question
- of UFO abductions is dubious and that the idea of alien implants is
- 'certainly rubbish.' According to Sheaffer, the UFO is a slippery phenomenon
- that always manages to fade away before the evidence becomes too convincing,
- and alien implants are an example of this. 'Some people might be saying they
- were kidnapped by aliens for the money,' says Sheaffer. 'Others might be
- doing it because they really believe that they were abducted. But there is
- not a shred of evidence to substantiate this claim. Alien implants are just
- too good to be true.'"
-
- "According to UFO abduction expert Budd Hopkins... a number of radiologists
- are privately doing MRI scans on people who claim they have been abducted by
- aliens -- and that the aliens have inserted devices in their bodies or
- brains. But a neurosurgeon advised him that if, as claimed, implants exist
- somewhere above the upper nasal passages, then they are near the optic nerve.
-
- In that case, he says, 'it would be very risky for a surgeon to try to get
- one out.' What does Hopkins say about the prospect of actually validating
- these weird alien implants? 'It'd have devastating societal impact,' he
- says. 'I am not looking forward to something like this.'"
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- Taken from UFO MAGAZINE Vol 2, No 2 1987
-
- APRIL 1985. "I've never committed this account to writing
- until now, since it has always seemed very 'personal' to me.
- But before another decade passes I suppose I should enter it
- into the record." Peter Gutilla, metaphysical teacher,
- researcher and psychic in southern California, thus begins his
- moving account of an encounter that portends some sort of
- return visit-by hidden observers who seem to have quite a
- lofty bag-of tricks!
-
- "It was near 1 a.m. on the morning of April 15, 1975.
- After a meeting in Los Angles, I was driving home alone of the
- Santa Ana Freeway, heading southeast in a small, dark blue,
- 1959 Mercedes coupe. The sky was clear and the weather
- moderate. A few miles past the L.A. interchange, I'd just lit
- a small cigar a friend had given me when a very clear voice
- popped into my head, saying: "Is that a weapon?"
-
- "Before I go on, I should emphasize that after years of
- working with psychics, not to mention my own ESP experience
- since childhood, my reaction to things inward had become more
- than a little casual. So I replied in a perfunctory way, 'No,
- this isn't a weapon' and then went on to describe the act of
- smoking, ending with: 'Who wants to know?'"
-
- "Immediately I looked to the southwest sky on my right,
- out the front windshield. There, at about a 50-degree angle
- and moving with me at what seemed to be the same speed, was a
- ruby-red light traveling in an up/down, wave-like motion.
- (Mentally I can 'see' that light in my mind as vividly as when
- I saw it that day.) I 'knew' it was a UFO - not an airplane
- or helicopter with a running red light, even though I was
- unable to distinguish an outline that would indicate a solid
- object."
-
- "Intrigued, I asked: ' Are you following me?' The
- answer came, 'yes.' I slowed to the right lane of the freeway
- and the light slowed immediately, doing this several more
- times as I repeated the maneuver to see if it would follow my
- lead. Although I was calm at this point, I felt a growing
- anticipation which prompted me to urge the light to stay with
- me since I planned to exit the freeway a few miles ahead."
-
- "The light remained steady in brightness and continued
- its wavy flight alongside my car, seeming to slow down and
- follow my turn as I left the freeway at Valley View Street in
- La Mirada."
-
- "I drove into an abandoned filling station (closed,
- windows boarded) and parked. Now I could vaguely discern an
- oblate, circular shape surrounding the light, which had
- stopped a few hundred feet above a huge industrial lot, across
- the street from me to the south. The area directly below the
- object was completely dark with no cars anywhere around except
- some sparse traffic on the freeway behind me."
-
- "The irony of it was that to the object's right and
- below was a restaurant packed with people, their only view
- outside being a large window facing the freeway, in the
- opposite direction from the hovering object. I remember
- thinking, 'If they only knew what's hanging over their
- heads!'"
-
- "Stepping out of the car, I stood facing the completely
- silent object. I waved my arms several times and the red
- light blinking correspondingly, convincing me all the more
- that it was indeed focusing its attention on me, and
- coincidentally in the same place at the same time."
-
- "I repeated the mental message: 'What do you want?'
- Here an odd thing happened. For a quick moment I felt myself
- 'switch' to the object, and that's the only way I can describe
- it - a switching of positions. In the space of a few seconds,
- I was inside the object looking out of a bubble-like window at
- myself standing near my car! There was no physical sensation
- whatsoever, and I can only compare it to an out-of body
- experience - but one that was clear and obvious - nothing
- dream-like or imaginary about it. Following this, the object
- swayed back and forth several times in a kind of pendulum
- motion, still soundless and in the same position. Here, I
- remember taking notice of a 'buzzing' sound in my head which
- had increased in intensity, to the point of distraction. I'd
- heard this sound before over the years, but never quite as
- intense."
-
- "I glanced at my watch. About 15 minutes had elapsed
- from the time I'd left the freeway. Mentally, I said 'I'd
- like to see your craft. Can you turn more lights on?'
- Instantly port and starboard lights blinked on momentarily,
- lighting up the entire body of the object. The lights blinked
- on and off for only a few seconds, but it gave me enough time
- to see its disc shape, and that it was grayish in color and
- maybe 45-50 feet in diameter."
-
- "With the blinking lights off, the red light glowed
- steadily, swaying from side to side. Only a minute or so had
- passed when I heard the noisy clatter of what I assumed to be
- a police helicopter approaching from the west, shining its
- intense spotlight to the ground intermittently. I said to
- myself, 'Oh no - they're going to meet head on and I don't
- have a camera!' As the helicopter approached, I thought for
- sure it was going to hit the object, but strangely, the
- aircraft passed very near the UFO, apparently unaware of its
- presence!"
-
- "The helicopter flew in a broad circle slightly south of
- the UFO, shining it's spotlight to the ground and seemingly
- taking no notice of the object whatsoever. As the helicopter
- wandered about, gradually fading in the distance, I couldn't
- help but wonder if somehow the UFO occupants were able to
- selectively choose who saw them."
-
- "I got back into my car, driving around the corner and
- into an industrial lot. The object pivoted slowly as if to
- keep itself oriented to my change of position, a move I could
- see clearly as I entered the darkened area. I stepped from
- the car and sent the thought: 'Can you land? I'd like to meet
- with you.' A few seconds passed and the answer came, 'No, we
- cannot - we are being watched... we will be back'"
-
- "I recall being both disappointed and confused. Being
- watched? Maybe it was risky for them to come in low over
- populated areas. But why hadn't the helicopter seen them?
- Being watched by whom? Their own people? Were others
- watching from the ground, or could they have been referring to
- radar, etc? At any rate, the object seemed to shrink in size
- to a star-like pinpoint of bluish light. It moved westward in
- the direction of the Pacific and was gone."
-
- "Over 10 years have passed since the incident, and not a
- day has gone by that I haven't thought about it. It has never
- left me. Although it all took place in a brief span of time,
- I know something significant happened; something simple and
- profound."
-
- "Since then, I haven't looked at the nighttime sky
- without thinking I can hear a faint humming sound that
- invariably brings to mind those parting words, '...we will be
- back.'"
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- The following was taken from UFO Magazine Vol 2 No 4 - 1987
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-
- What do ET abductors want? It's been suggested that to
- insure species survival, they're inbreeding genes of emotional,
- self-willed, individuated Earth humans into their own excessively
- mental, regimented race-but perhaps that's projection. What are
- we learning? Self-reflectiveness, perhaps-a keener idea of just
- who we are? Alicia Montell's testimony implies just such an
- outcome.
-
- "Was I ever abducted? I mused over this question as I put
- down a book I'd been reading, describing a person who through
- hypnosis discovered having had an encounter with aliens at an
- earlier time in his life."
-
- "I've never doubted that extraterrestrials exist. I have
- always accepted as fact that we are only a small but
- not-so-forgotten planet out here on the fringes of the Milky Way,
- and are visited quite often by a variety of travelers. How could
- anyone possibly ; think that we are the ONLY living, evolving,
- experiencing creatures?"
-
- "My husband Bernt and I have read with great interest all the
- stories we could lay our hands on, but at times had to smile-we
- clearly saw that people's fear often created a lot of problems
- for them. If instead they had been able to keep cool and
- cooperate with the aliens, their stories would have been quite
- different. They could have had encounters filled with awe and
- understanding of those beings who impinged so forcefully upon
- their lives."
-
- "Our seeming inability to identify with the fear in abductees
- was somewhat altered by an explanation from our discarnate
- friend, 'Arthur." he told us, 'Your race deeply believes anyone
- entering from outside this planet cannot possibly look like us;
- they MUST look different, they MUST be feared. You cannot see
- these beings for what they really are. When confronted, a shield
- automatically blinds your vision and distorts anything or anybody
- that does not belong on the planet... they most likely are very
- much like yourself'
-
- 'Arthur' went on to describe my inner travels and how I had
- met many strange races outside Earth planet's confines. 'Remember
- what happened when she met reaces similar to her own? She got
- very upset, could not at first visualize their features, because
- it was difficult to accept that others existing out there could
- possibly look like her own race back on earth. Even in that free
- a mental state, the race concept remained...'
-
- "Now I begin to wonder if I might find fear taking over
- simply because the body reacts naturally, should I someday stand
- in front of an alien. Anyway, I think I am ready to put it to
- the test!"
-
- * * *
-
- "After reading the story about abduction, I began to think
- seriously about examining my own childhood, to investigate a
- little 'blank spot' I run across when I've reviewed my childhood
- in order to better understand the roots of my beliefs. How can I
- describe it? I sense a small spot in time that I purposely
- forget when I try to visualize a childhood scene. Sometimes I
- thought it could be a molestation, completely buried yet
- affecting my personal attitudes. But never, never until this
- moment did I associate it with extraterrestrials."
-
- "I underwent hypnosis. The usual commands were given to
- place me in a deep trance, Bernt suggesting I move to a time in
- my childhood where something out of the ordinary had happened, to
- become that child and perceive all clearly, to answer any and all
- questions..."
-
- "I find myself going back. the picture I get is weaving in
- and out... I feel small, perhaps five years old. I am playing in
- the dirt next to the driveway...I can feel the heat on my back
- and the soft, powdery dirt in my hands...something makes me look
- up."
-
- "I see two small men standing right in front of me. They are
- about a head taller than I, very slim with stick-like arms and
- legs with large, dark eyes and dressed in a mottled green
- garment. Fear begins to rise, but in that very moment everything
- becomes completely silent and I can no longer feel the heat."
-
- "The birds aren't singing and my fear is gone. I am in a
- trance-like state. They must have hypnotized me so I wouldn't
- scream and run away. They each take a hand and lead me along the
- driveway. I walk in a daze. As we near the end of the drive,
- the whole area seems filled with a huge, bulky, silver-gray ship.
- Its rim is far above my head. They lead me up a 'moving walk'
- and we enter a large, round area-sort of an entry hall with doors
- all around and a dome-shaped ceiling. We go through a door and
- down a short tunnel, enter a room with a row of chairs along one
- wall. The opposite wall is full of blinking lights and small
- glowing glass frames."
-
- "The two small men turn me toward a little old man sitting in
- a very elaborate chair. His eyes are not too different from my
- own. Perhaps the two who brought me in were wearing sunglasses?
- That would explain the large, dark and slanted eyes that caught
- my attention at first."
-
- "The old man takes my hands in his, and as he does, I can
- hear again. he is pale and full of wrinkles, and has a white
- beard neatly-trimmed to a thin edge from ear to ear. He looks
- like a leprechaun! The ears stand out a bit from his head and
- are slightly pointed. He say something I don't understand and
- as he does a bunch of small 'cubes' start to tumble into my mind,
- where they get neatly stacked up...they don't hurt me, but as
- they enter my mind I become terrified. Instantly a curtain is
- lowered. I am again blank and standing in a soundless state."
-
- "Our discarnate friend Arthur clarified things later. He
- said the cubes are related to the mind only, that thee are ways
- of depositing ideas into the mind. 'Perhaps she can touch them
- mentally ; and get a slight understanding of what they contain,'
- he said, 'The ideas contained in the cubes are so overwhelming
- that there is no way she can encompass the whole message. But
- she is getting the feeling of it and it is a little
- frightening...Alicia is being prepared for a physical
- confrontation. It could be very traumatic unless conditioning
- has taken place over a period of years.
-
- "Her early encounter took place physically at the time and
- space she described, and even though her recall projects a
- physical picture, the incident was equally a mental experience.
- The cubes are implanted in order to condition and encourage a
- specific person to strive in a specific direction, because a race
- on its own is very grounded in the planet's vibration is
- therefore not prepared to confront any alien intrusion.'
-
- You are almost suggesting that we are really never alone of
- this planet of ours, 'I interjected. 'No, you are not. You are
- being watched, used, manipulated-but that is the nature of
- things,' Arthur responded. 'There are always interactions, a need
- and wish to assist others, to make transitions easier..the
- seeds are planted to help you. Without them, you would not
- develop or dream.'
-
- "We are so used to translating things into purely physical
- terms. We grant acceptance to the physical props we have around
- us, but is it all right to accept our visions and beliefs in
- whatever form we clothe them? And once we stop laughing at it or
- calling it just imagination-UFO sightings and all the
- rest-perhaps then we can accept. Perhaps a lot of these things,
- even more that we are currently willing to accept, are our sudden
- shifts of awareness and vision."
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- FROM UFO MAGAZINE Vol 3, No 2 1988
-
- You won't necessarily find Mike Bershad nor many like him aboard
- the bandwagon that salutes benevolent ETs and broadcasts a
- hopeful message about their mission on earth. Mike is "in touch"
- with another form of entity, and if "they" have any mission, it's
- an urgent, overriding necessity to plunder human anatomy with
- speed and calculation.
-
- The lives of many abductees distill abruptly into issues of
- emotional survival. Few are blithe and unaffected by their
- ordeals in the netherworld, though an individual trauma can be
- offset by the catharsis of "going public"
-
- Abduction has not yet broken free of its identification with myth
- and hallucination, but the time approaches. For the time being,
- Mike is content with partial memory.
-
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-
- "This is the first time I've written about my abduction
- experience, although I've been written about (see Budd Hopkins'
- Missing time') My name is not Steve Kilburn (the alias used in
- the book) but Michael Bershad."
-
- "Many people have told me that they'd love to meet an alien
- or be taken for a ride in a flying saucer. My viewpoint is
- somewhat different."
-
- "The most terrifying thing I've ever encountered was looking
- into the eyes of one of these 'creatures.' To describe their eyes
- as black, shiny and oval simply doesn't do them justice. it's
- true that the eyes lacked an iris, pupils, eyelids, eyelashes.
- But there was more. I sensed no emotion, no feeling, no
- humanity, and consequently, no exchange of any understanding
- whatsoever."
-
- "If anyone thinks that an abduction experience is
- enlightening or fun, think again. I was totally powerless, and
- was made to comply with whatever they wanted me to do. My
- slightest thought was monitored, and I was accorded no more
- respect than a laboratory rat. An examination of my body was
- made, and I now understand how a frog in a classroom of biology
- students must feel. But the sheer terror came from the
- uncertainty of what was to come. Would my heart be removed?
- Would they pull off a leg, just to see what would happen? I had
- no way of knowing and they dealt with my questions the way most
- adults handle children, by humoring me with idiotic platitudes or
- simply by ignoring me altogether. It's true that I was not
- physically harmed, but I continue to bear the emotional trauma of
- this experience even today, many years later."
-
- "I do not know that the creatures I saw were 'aliens' or that
- the object I was taken into was a flying saucer. I simply know
- what I perceived, from the memory of my hypnotic regressions. The
- creatures were most assuredly foreign to me; where they were from,
- I had no idea. The object I was walked into seemed disc-shaped,
- yet I had no way of knowing if it could fly. These aren't mere
- semantic quibbles; if any truth is to be ascertained from
- abductees' stories, the abductees better stick to what they
- actually experienced and leave 'conclusions' and speculation to
- the investigators and science fiction writers. Somebody has to
- bear the responsibility for telling the truth as objectively as
- possible, and it might as well be those who have had 'the
- experience' itself. It's hard enough dealing with the abduction;
- adding bells and whistles only clouds an already muddled issue."
-
- "I have never claimed with 100 percent certainty that my
- hypnotic memory of events is what actually happened to me. But
- that presents some problems for me, personally."
-
- "- When I recounted my story to my parents, I expected them to
- be incredulous. Quite the contrary. They reminded me of a UFO
- sighting I told them I had at the approximate time and place of my
- abduction experience. I was amazed, as I had no recollection of
- this at all. They found that strange!"
-
- "- A licensed polygraph administrator concluded that my test
- results proved that I hadn't made up the story."
-
- "- A highly reputable neurosurgeon told me, after several hours
- of consultation and examination in his hospital office, that a
- science 'greater than our own' had examined my body. He also
- informed me that he had tried to trick me concerning the medical
- examination that the creatures performed upon me; I was steadfast
- in my recollections when he questioned me and this upset him.
- Incidentally, he didn't believe in UFOs."
-
- "- The psychologists I dealt with were not convinced that UFO
- beings carried me off. They were convinced that something external
- left an extraordinary impression on me. In other words, it wasn't
- my vivid imagination, as I would have preferred to believe!."
-
- "Some time after my hypnotic sessions were over, I had an
- experience that bears repeating. My wife and I were at a business
- party in Southampton, N.Y. It was a beautiful summer night, and
- electric terrace lanterns illuminated the patio and house. After
- an hour or so, the lights suddenly went out. We noticed the
- neighbors also were without lights. Most everyone loved the idea,
- and candles were brought out to enliven the festive atmosphere."
-
- "I suddenly grew panicky, very nervous, and headed for a fence
- at the perimeter of the yard. I became nearly incoherent, mumbling
- wild things to myself like 'they're coming back for me...they know
- I've talked..' etc.
-
- "I know exactly where to look. Up and off in a distance,
- perhaps a mile away, a huge, glowing ball of light hung above the
- tree line. Fortunately my wife followed me and she, too, saw the
- light. To prove to myself that I wasn't crazy, I insisted that she
- tell me exactly what she saw, and she told me she saw exactly what
- I did. The light slowly dipped behind the trees, and moments later
- the electricity came on again."
-
- "Did the light have anything to do with the blackout? I have
- no way of knowing. No one else at the party was drawn to the edge
- of the yard, or even saw the light, as far as I know. And my wife
- implored me to 'keep it quiet,' as these were business clients of
- hers."
-
- "Part of me doesn't want to believe that I was abducted and
- examined by 'aliens'. but as farfetched as this hypothesis seems,
- it's more logical than any of the other explanations I've heard.
- I'm well educated, and I'm aware of what whether balloons and
- satellites look like; I've also never involved myself with alcohol
- or drugs. And sadly, I no longer believe in the Easter Bunny or
- Santa Claus."
-
- "But before I die, I pray that I get the answer to this one
- question: What exactly happened to me that night on Route 40?"
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- TAKEN FROM UFO MAGAZINE VOL 4 # 3
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- In Vol. 4, No. 1 of UFO, columnist Ron Quinn told of his
- friend
- Sam, who claims he came upon and photographed a UFO alien
- while
- hiking in the Arizona desert. Quinn was able to take a look
- the
- phone and was impressed enough to make some sketches based on
- what he saw.
-
- The photo-inspired drawing immediately caught the attention of
- William Curtis, a retired gentleman living in Michigan.
- Curtis
- insists he's seen the same alien. He went through an
- elaborate
- abduction, he says, during the course of which he got to see
- the
- 'same being' up close.
-
- Curtis speaks in a measured baritone voice that sounds like
- the
- late 'Duke' Wayne. After seeing Quinn's story and
- accompanying
- sketches he called to tell us what happened to him, spending a
- great deal of time in pensive recollection. 'You can't rush
- this
- thing,' he said.
-
- At one point, Curtis labored to describe the alien's physical
- characteristics in painstaking detail. Not the regulation
- large
- headed, dark-eyed, assembly line 'greys,' in fact, according
- to
- Curtis this humanoid creature's penetrating eyes had pupils,
- for
- one thing.
-
- The following is the witness' best recall of the UFO incident:
-
- "Now this little being that Sam drew, and was seen by Ron
- Quinn-it's the first time I've seen a sure likeness of an
- alien being. There are a few differences from what I saw, but
- the man is telling the absolute truth."
-
- "The reason I'm telling you this is because you can reach
- the public. Every word I say is the truth. I've been to some
- researchers; they knew I was telling the truth. They wanted
- me to come back for more hypnosis sessions. But, nah, I
- didn't. I had too many other things on my mind. My story
- just sounds too fantastic. I've talked to people who're
- supposed to know that 'they' are here, who've seen them, and
- even they have a hard time believing me. Sometimes a
- psychologist can be the poorest person in the world to talk
- to, especially the younger ones just out of school. They
- think you're crazy! They may be very highly intelligent
- people, but they don't have the experience."
-
- "I had a recollection in December of 1987 of an abduction
- that took place in September of 1974. I went to see a doctor
- that month because I had all the symptoms of leukemia and
- funny scars all over my back--scoop marks and everything. The
- doctors thought I had cancer, but they found out I had nothing
- wrong. I was cured in a few days, by myself. The doctors
- couldn't understand why I was cured so fast."
-
- "This is my recollection; it started out when I was in my
- bedroom and suddenly found myself floating. My left arm was
- extended and there were these little beings in front of me,
- but it was just an outline, kin of a grey-white blob.
- Everything was misty. I was laughing. I was in a very jovial
- mood."
-
- "It was more than a dream; in a dream you lie down and
- see the abstract from the dream. But I was a part of this. I
- got up; I seemed to be moving upwards. I looked around and
- there seemed to be faces around, 14 or 15 faces. They were
- about a dozen feet away. I could see them very clearly and
- started to get suspicious."
-
- "My emotions just turned from being jolly and everything,
- to being really angry. This emotional change happened in a
- very short time - just boom, boom, boom like that. I thought
- to myself, 'remember you are not yourself.' I tried to reach
- out to this one little individual and grab it by its neck, and
- the next thing I know, I can barely ; move my arm, hands and
- fingers. I wasn't able to touch anything. Something drifted
- up or walked up to my right. I turned and looked into this
- face with black, slanted-up eyes and blue-grey complexion."
-
- "He had this frown on his face - I could see those black
- eyes just boring into me, and it made me helpless, even more
- so than I was. The women - I say this because of a gut
- feeling, and their size in comparison to the others - I call
- them nurses, and they stand right next to me and are looking
- at me very intensely. I just sensed they were women, I don't
- know. But here's how one abductee can relate to another. You
- know certain things, but you don't know why. You just know
- it. Part of your brain knows it, like mental telepathy."
-
- "You know Whitley Strieber's picture on the cover of
- Communion? Similar to that, but Strieber's had a more
- elongated face. These individuals appear to have surgical
- caps on their heads. They had me on a table and I seemed to
- go back and forth, back and forth. They seemed to be pulling
- on me, doing things to me, but there was no pain, you see. I
- was just helpless. But there was a feeling they were
- experimenting with me."
-
- "And in another part of my recollection, I am sitting on
- a stool and some beings is 'constructing' me on a stainless
- steel panel. The stool was hard, I remember, and I had a hard
- time breathing. I complained, I guess. The next thing I know
- - and this is very vivid - I reached out my right hand and I
- feel this cushion under me! And all of a sudden I feel better
- with him. I was making faces at him. I remember putting my
- hands up to my ears and sticking my tongue out at him."
-
- "Remember, you're not yourself! I was just scorning them
- -'the hell with you' sort of thing. But I had a gut feeling
- that these beings were friendly, these little fellas. I can't
- explain why I know this. Anyway, he opened his mouth and
- wagged his little tongue and it's this teeny little tongue way
- back inside of his mouth. He had no jawbone, no jaw hinge.
- All he could do is open his mouth which formed a circle, and
- there seemed to be little ridges around his gums. I looked
- like a dark burgundy color in there. But I made a face at him
- and he made one back. Isn't that funny? But it's true!"
-
- "The next thing I knew, someone came into the room and
- said. 'We've decided to take you back home.' And I often
- think, I wonder what the other alternative was -! After this,
- I'm floating. Not one time did I ever feel the floor under my
- feet or did I ever feel any pain - nothing. No sensation at
- all, except for having a hard time breathing."
-
- "Two little individuals are in front of me and two behind
- me. One of them said, 'Do you remember this place? This is
- where you came in.' I didn't know, but didn't want to tell
- him that - I'm obstinate. They laughed, - no, not laughed,
- but I got the feeling they were amused. They knew what I was
- thinking."
-
- "Then we go into this circular hallway, on the outer edge
- of the AFM - that's what I call it, 'alien flying machine'
- AFM, not UFO. Something opened up and I got this gulp of
- fresh air. And I started to get afraid. I looked down and
- saw this distorted room. And he said, 'go ahead, jump off' I
- wouldn't do it at first. I believe they came up and touched
- my arm. One in back of me said, 'go ahead, you're safe' or
- something like that."
-
- "When I feel, it felt like...have you ever been on a
- roller-coaster? That's what it felt like. It took my breath
- away. But I was cushioned about two feed from the roof. I
- could see the distortion of the shingles. And then something
- picked me up, straightened me out and spun me around, and it
- dropped me down right through the roof! They laid me back on
- the bed, grabbed my arms and pulled me up. My arms are folded
- over my chest and the quilt is tucked up neatly under my chin.
- And I'm lying there as if I were in a casket!"
-
- "This is where the vividness came in. A white light is
- coming through the roof and this little being is going up this
- light. I heard a whirring sound, like a generator coming from
- above. This little being as he went up was kicking his legs
- real fast, and he turned, counter-clockwise, and I saw his
- face. His eyes were going back and forth; he was under some
- kind of pressure. The light became brighter, and pulsated,
- and the noise got louder. He put his hands together, like
- diving, and appeared very agile, but had to coordinate himself
- with that light. He went up into a grey UFO. It seemed as if
- they had pressed a button and wanted me to see this. What I
- saw - the 'AFM' had duct-work underneath it. The light went
- up, the ceiling went into place and that was it."
-
- "I can describe this being. Ron Quinn had him down
- pretty pat. I'll start with his uniform. It ended at his
- elbows, and was a lead color, with a metallic look, but it
- wasn't metal. It was a material strictly alien to us, but
- well-tailored. It adhered to his body and had a very slight
- triangular pattern in it. I saw a collar, and black boots as
- part of the uniform. I saw a black belt somewhere but I don't
- think it was on him....."
-
- "This whole recollection took about 1 1/2-2 minutes, like
- they wanted me to see it. Ron Quinn had given him a large
- jaw. Take a little bit off his jaw. He also gave him an
- upsweep on his jaw like a human being. Well, that's wrong.
- It goes almost straight back to his neck, no hinge on his jaw.
- The forehead is right; two furrows, that's what I saw. He had
- a broad forehead, but his head is rounded off more. If you
- took a ruler and started at his tailbone and ran up his
- backbone and ran it straight up to his head, you'd hardly see
- any daylight. That's important."
-
- "The neck is well-developed. He had muscles like a
- swimmer - long and smooth, not bulging like a weight-lifter.
- Broad shoulders. The body was rather heavy-set, but not fat.
- And it's a man - big in the shoulders and slanted down to very
- slender hips. The eyes are perfect, with colored irises that
- get darker at the outer edge."
-
- "It's hard to relate this to a person who's never had
- experiences like this. when you're in a position like this,
- you simply recollect what you saw. You aren't telling
- yourself, 'Now, I gotta remember this'... the expression in
- his eyes was one of excitement, not fierceness. The whites of
- his eyes were actually grey. He had a definite eyeball with an
- iris and a black pupil. The nose was a pug nose, just a piece
- of flesh, with nostrils almost straight up and down. The
- nostrils were prominent compared to the size of the nose. His
- ears were just a lump I remember on the sides of his head.
- His arms were long, down to his knees; the only thing on him
- that wasn't proportional. He had four fingers like us and a
- thumb that curved inside his palm."
-
- "Unlike some others, I haven't been told I'm on a mission
- or anything like that. It's hard for me to accept that sort
- of thing. They are experimenting with us, and in my case it
- was very elaborate. Some people are picked up and forgotten
- about. In this case, they never let me alone. In other
- words, they appeared to let me know they were around. They
- still do. It got so I would run inside the house. I got
- tired of 'em. Most people look for 'em in the sky. Hell, I
- was runnin' away from 'em! I got sick of it."
-
- "They communicated with me. They said they had their eye
- on me and were watching me for years and years. This is only
- part of the story. You can't rush it. The abductee is as
- much in the dark as someone who suddenly sees and AFM in the
- air and wonders what it is. He calls it a UFO. I believe
- they are extraterrestrial. They are not from our solar
- system. And they're extradimensional."
-
- "I don't know the rhyme or reason for all this, although
- I do know they are interested in our intellectual and
- emotional precesses. I experienced laughter, suspicion,
- anger, contentment and a feeling of comradeship with these
- little beings. I asked them questions. They were very
- interested in me for reasons I don't know."
-
- "One guy one time said, off-hand, 'you probably were
- abducted,' and he laughed. I had to laugh, too - I didn't
- know what was going on and I still don't. How could they go
- through the roof? How could they do these things?"
-
- ------------------------------------------------------------------
-
-
-
-
- FROM UFO Magazine Vol 2, No 4 1987
-
- For over 20 years Allan Drake has been obediently listening to
- alien messages coming to him telepathically. Though at first
- resistant and disbelieving, Drake has finally come to terms with
- his experiences-and his unseen mentors-enough to recall the
- contact hopefully ;and passionaltely express his dismay about
- general ignorance of extraterrestrial phenomenon. He sounds a
- clear warning that such ignorance must end.
-
- --------
-
- "It is difficult for me to describe my feelings. But I feel
- that for me and others the contactee experience has opened up a
- window on the many mysteries that have gone unanswered for many
- centuries."
-
- "It started in 1959 when I was 14. With my family, I was
- living in a township near East St. Louis, Illinoise. We kids
- used to play in an old, abandoned train depot near the house.
-
- "One evening while I was alone and looking down the tracks, I
- noticed a glow coming from a distance. At first I thought it was
- a train, but it didn't move and I got curious. I started walking
- down the tracks toward the glow."
-
- "I got within 50 feet of what looked like a round, metallic
- craft sitting right on the tracks. Three beings stood around it.
- They were about 4 feet tall with rather large heads and no hair.
- Their eyes were larger than normal;the noses were very small.
- They had small mouths. As I approached the beings seemed to
- stare at me, making no moves."
-
- "I became frightened and tried to hide in a gulley which ran
- alongside the tracks. The beings turned to face me, still
- staring. I could feel their eyes in my head! While watching the
- craft in a prone position, I was struck in the head by a blue
- beam of light from the craft, and rendered unconscious. Later I
- awoke but the craft and beings were gone. I had the impression
- they had done something to me..."
-
- "Since that time there have been other incidents. About
- eight years ago, while I was taking my son to the movies, my car
- was bumped violently from behind while I was waiting at a stop
- light. There were no other cars near at the time. When we
- looked behind, there was nothing there."
-
- "When I arrived home I examined the rear of the car. On the
- trunk could be seen five round marks arranged in a circular
- fashion, each about the size of half-dollar coins. The paint had
- been 'erased' in those areas.
-
- "About two years later, while working as a guard at a local
- college in the hills, I was sitting in my car at the bottom of a
- hill, while another guard was on duty at the top. Later he told
- me he had seen a blue ball of light over my car, and watched it
- while it flew away. He described it as the size of a basketball.
- I was unaware of what was happening, but did have the impression
- my memory was being scanned. Different memories were coming to
- mind, even of childhood times.
-
- "One night about three years later, I was in the living room
- watching television. It was about 2:30 a.m. Suddenly the TV
- started acting funny, and a kind of static charge seemed to fill
- the room. Then a huge wind hit the house. It felt like it was
- going to tear the house apart! I felt like there was some huge
- object right over the house-I was petrified and couldn't leave
- the chair. It stopped after a few minutes. Later we found the
- TV antennae had been damaged.
-
- "Recently there have been other strange incidents in my
- house. Knocks come from the walls and roof. Things pop off the
- walls at times. All during this time I have had what I believe
- is telepathic communication with alien beings, who tell me
- they're from the 'Association of Planets' who started life on
- this planet and others. They have mastered what we call genetic
- engineering and can create any life form they please by arranging
- DNA cells. They have powerful mental abilities and can move
- objects by thought alone. They control the human mind by
- implanting suggestions, making a person think an objects there
- when it's not, or making it invisble when it's there! It's done
- by controlling aspects of the brain.
-
- "It was decided they would build a whole new world on earth.
- Association scientists got together and decided what life forms
- would be here, and arrangements were made to create ones to fit
- in with the various climates on the planet. They wanted a
- balance where no one life form would dominate. One planet
- learder named Lucifer did not agree with this arrangement and had
- a dispute with the High Council...
-
- "Life was eventually planted on Earth. Scientists
- experimented with different life forms, and some of them didn't
- work out...eventually it was decided that the intelligent form of
- life would be human in appearance. Different races of human
- types in the Association wanted the first humans on earth to
- resemble them. The human races were each allowed to plant a man
- and woman that resembled them in different regions on Earth, and
- a sophisticated civilzation developed, along with advanced
- science.
-
- "During this time, the Association has also developed life on
- two other planets in this solar system, Mars and a planet known
- as Vulca. It was found during this period that mankind had
- unstable emotions. The one once known as Lucifer-dismissed from
- the Association and called the "Fallen One" after attempting a
- violent takeover-took advantage of this and created friction
- between the various civilizations. As a result, the planet Vulca
- was completely destroyed, and the civilization on Mars also, with
- most of its atmosphere blown away.
-
- "Civilization on Earth was destroyed too. A few structures
- from that time still remain, such as Stonehenge and the Great
- Pyramids. Mankind on Earth today is what remains of those people
- long ago, and it is feared that the same mistakes of the past
- will be repeated...
-
- "There are some people who will do anything to keep this
- knowledge covered up. They fear the changes that would result
- from society's full understanding. They want to remain on top of
- the heap, though they should not be. This knowledge is for all
- people, regardless of race, nationality or creed. To our fathers
- in space, all peoples of the world are one people.
-
- "I realize what I have to say will bring me some ridicule and
- will probably set me back socially-but I am willing to bear those
- burdens! I feel a compulsion to get this information out, no
- matter what the cost to myself."
-
- ------------------------------------------------------------------
-
-
-
-
- Message #6661 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:30
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 1 of 7
-
- This information should be attributed to Barbara Becker. The file is named
- HILL.LTR and is in seven parts. This is part one of an examination of the
- book Interrupted Journey by Fuller.
- -+---------------------------------------------------------------------------
-
- Name: Barb Becker #106 @3466
- Date: Sat Jun 02 02:10:39 1990
-
- Sometime ago I received a paper form a researcher in Columbia Missouri on
- the Hill case. I found the paper very interesting but wondered if his conclu-
- sions were accurate. I decided to contact Mrs. Hill. I told her about the BBS
- and that I wanted to put the paper on the board, but wanted to let her know
- what was being said and offer her a chance for rebuttal/corrections. She ac-
- cepted. What follows is the paper, and then two letters from her. I have used
- [brackets] to show her corrections.
-
- ******************************************
-
- INTELLIGENCE, MEDIA CONNECTIONS IN UFO CASES
- UFOsearch / Val Germann / Columbia, Mo. / 1990
-
- #2 The Hill Abduction Case, 1961, source: Interrupted Journey
-
- SEPT. 18-19 [Sept. 19-20] Barney and Betty Hill abducted in the White Moun-
- tains of New Hampshire. They remember part of the experience but have over 2
- hours of "missing time," of which they are totally unaware at first. Barney
- remembers seeing huge object with "fins with red lights on the ends" and "crew
- members behind glass" panels at very short range. This object was more than
- 100 feet across and hovered 50 feet above the ground only 300 feet away for
- several minutes Barney watched through binoculars.
-
- SEPT. 20 Betty Hill calls her sister and tells her part of the story. Sister
- then calls a local physicist who suggested they check for radiation. Sister
- also calls local police chief who suggests they call Pease AFB, Portsmouth,
- N.H. Betty calls the Air Force Base, worried about radiation. The officer who
- answers was at first "cynical and unresponsive" but finally did ask to talk to
- Barney. After Barney mentioned the "fins with lights" the officer perked up
- and said the call was being "monitored". Barney felt that the officer was
- definitely interested. Barney did not mention the figures he had seen behind
- the glass through binoculars.
-
- SEPT. 21 Major Paul Anderson, Intelligence Officer for the 100th Bomb Group,
- Pease AFB, calls back, says he has stayed up all night working on a report of
- this incident. Asked Barney for the size of the object. Barney says it
- appeared as big as a dinner plate held at arms length. Major Anderson filed a
- report with Blue Book, #100-1-61.
-
- SEPT. 23 Betty [Barney] Hill Goes to the local Library and finds one of Major
- Donald Keyhoe's books on UFOs. Takes down his address.
-
- SEPT. 26 Betty Hill writes to Keyhoe in Washington, D.C., describing the
- incident as she remembers it. Fuller reports that NICAP (Keyhoe's
- organization) was getting 40,000 letters a year.
-
- SEPT. 30 Ten days after the sighting Betty Hill begins to have a series of
- vivid and awesome dreams, which Fuller does not tell us about. They continue
- for five days and then stop.
-
- OCT. 4 Keyhoe is asked to lunch by Robert Hohman and someone named C.D.
- Jackson, "senior engineer" for a "notable electronics company", name
- withheld. They are supposedly working on a paper about extra-terrestrial
- contacts that Nikola Tesla, David Todd and Marconi were alleged to have
- experienced in the early part of the century. Keyhoe tells them about the
- Hills.
-
- OCT. 21 Walter Webb, investigtaor for Keyhoe's NICAP and an astronomer [lec-
- turer] with the Hayden Planetarium, New York, N.Y., comes to interview the
- Hills. He is there several hours. Betty does not tell him about her dreams.
- Barney tells of the "captain" and others he saw through the glass.
-
- OCT. 25? Betty begins to have a series of dreams following an experience in
- the car. She had panicked as she and Barney had come upon a stalled auto in
- the road with some people standing around it. That night she dreamed of being
- taken into a UFO and given some sort of examination.
-
- OCT. 26 Webb's report goes to NICAP in Washington. He had not been contacted
- by Keyhoe directly but through the mail by Richard Hall, NICAP's secretary. He
- had been skeptical. He was very much impressed by the Hills, however.
-
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6662 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:33
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 2 of 7
-
- This is part two of an examination of the book Interrupted Journey by Fuller.
- -+---------------------------------------------------------------------------
-
- NOV. 3 Hohman and Jackson write the Hills asking for an interview. They tell
- the Hills that they are serious minded men whose interest is in "verifying the
- origin of these vehicles according to existing scientific theory maintained by
- Hermann Oberth." Oberth was of V-2 rocket fame. They did not reveal their
- place of employment but permission was granted.
-
- NOV. 25 Hohman and Jackson come to the house to interview the Hills. "Also
- visiting that day" is Major James McDonald, a long-time friend of the Hills
- and an Air Force intelligence officer. It appears he asks no questions about
- who Homan and Jackson are. The Hills had "discussed the case many times with
- Maj. McDonald." The three of them spend 12 hours talking to the Hills about
- their experience, including the "men" behind the glass. Major McDonald
- suggests hypnosis but does not know any therapists. The matter rests here for
- some time. Both Hills begin to be concerned about the incident and the chance
- they may have been hallucinating.
-
- MAR., 1962 Betty Hill writes to a doctor recommended by a colleague. The
- Hills see him and tell their stories. The doctor recommends they wait and see
- if the problem subsides on its own. No therapy is attempted.
-
- SUMMER, 1962 Barney begins to see a psychiatrist about his anxiety but only
- briefly mentions the UFO incident.
-
- SEPT., 1962 The Hills are invited to a "UFO Study Group" to informally talk
- about their experience. That meeting is taped, by whom Fuller does not say,
- unknown to the Hills. Betty talked of her dreams, the dream of the physical
- examination.
-
- SEPT., 1963 The Hills tell their church discussion group about the UFO inci-
- dent. That same day Captain Ben Swett, from Pease AFB, was to talk about hyp-
- nosis, which he had made a personal hobby of his. The Hills are encouraged by
- Major McDonald to talk to their church friends about their experience and en-
- couraged by Capt. Swett to undergo hypnosis. Barney is experiencing extreme
- psychological disturbances as a result of the UFO sighting and abduction. He
- would die in the late 1960's at the age of 46.
-
-
- Television movie THE UFO INCIDENT with James Earl Jones and Estelle Parsons.
- Dr. Simon had been technical advisor on a WWII movie made by John Huston
- called LET THERE BE LIGHT.
-
- JUNE, 1964 Sessions with Dr. Simon end.
-
- FALL [Oct.], 1965 Sensational articles run in Boston newspaper about the
- Hills experience. Information taken from tape made at the Sept., 1962 "UFO
- Study Group" meeting, provenance unknown.
-
- NOV., 1965 Unitarian Church in Dover, N.H., invites the Hills to talk. Hills
- meet with Admiral Knowles, NICAP, before they speak. Also on program is a
- Public Information Officer from Pease, AFB, who is a member of the Church [not
- a church member] and has helped set up the event. He does not attack the
- Hills. At this time a huge UFO flap was underway in the area and hundreds of
- people were turned away from the church on a cold and raw evening. The usual
- attendance for the weekly Unitarian sessions: 40 people.
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6663 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:35
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 3 of 7
-
- This is part 3 of an examination of the book Interrupted Journey by Fuller.
- -+---------------------------------------------------------------------------
-
- AS YOU CAN SEE from the simple chronology above (assembled from John Fuller's
- book with difficulty) there is more going on in the Hill case than meets the
- eye.
-
- WHO WERE "HOMANN and C.D. Jackson?" Who were they really working for? Why was
- a "major electronics firm" paying them to investigate 60-year-old fairy tales
- about Nikola Tesla? What "scientific theories" held by Hermann Oberth could be
- of interest to an "electronics firm." What we actually have here is a "cover"
- for intelligence activity.
-
- IN ALIENS FROM SPACE, 1973, Keyhoe says that these two "engineers" were
- "aiding NICAP." That is not the impression that is given in Fuller's book. In
- INTERRUPTED JOURNEY the strong impression is that these two gentlemen simply
- had an independent interest due to a strange research assignment from their
- company. This could be accepted in 1966. In 1990 we know better.
-
- YOU SEE, by the fall of 1963 a gentleman named C.D. Jackson was working for
- Time/Life Corporation in an executive position. In fact, he was helping to
- arrange a $25,000 payment to the widow of Lee Harvey Oswald.
-
- IN CASE YOU HAVE forgotten, Time/Life bought the Zapruder Film for $150,000
- and then made sure it was not shown as a film for many years. Then, when it
- was shown, it had been obviously altered. David Lifton in BEST EVIDENCE says
- that the film was at the CIA's photo interpretation lab the day Time/Life
- bought it.
-
- DOES THE FACT THAT Donald Keyhoe had lunch with C.D. Jackson just after
- getting Betty Hill's letter "resonate" with you? It does with this author.
- Donald Keyhoe was, in UFOsearch's opinion, running a two-track operation. In
- the public and with his organization he was not interested in "contactee"
- stories. But on deep background he was involved with another investigation,
- one connected with the intelligence community. Were they running him?
-
- CONSIDER THIS. In ALIENS FROM SPACE Keyhoe says that "A well-known journalist,
- John Fuller, had learned of the case in a confidential talk at NICAP. It was
- arranged that he should prepare the record using Dr. Simon's taped questions
- and the Hill's answers." Then Keyhoe says: INTERRUPTED JOURNEY received a
- surprising amount of serious attention compared to the usual treatment of
- "contactee stories." How interesting.
-
- YES--AND THE "abduction story" has become a staple of the UFO investigator.
- Indeed, the sanitized Hill story became the ONLY abduction movie ever
- made --- before COMMUNION, 1989. And the Hill saga appeared only on the small
- screen, it never ran in theaters. The same could almost be said for COMMUNION
- which was not widely distributed and died a very quick death. It will be in
- video stores by mid-1990 which, I think, is the idea.
-
- OTHER QUESTIONS: How did it happen that one of the Hill's best friends was an
- Air Force Intelligence Officer who just happened to be visiting the day that
- Hohman and Jackson showed up? Isn't it interesting that they were the ones who
- first made the Hills aware of their "missing time?" Isn't it interesting that
- they were the ones who suggested hypnosis?
-
- ISN'T IT INTERESTING that the man finally called in to do the regressions on
- the Hills was the Executive officer of the Army's main psychiatric hospital
- during World War II, who did his undergraduate work at Johns Hopkins
- University whose wartime president was a member of MAJESTIC-12 and who was the
- technical advisor on the major WWII propaganda film made by the famous
- director John Huston? The Hills went through two other therapists before going
- to Simon. Did they have the money to pay this gentlemen, who must have been
- very, very expensive? This is something Fuller does not talk about. Did NICAP
- pay their way?
-
- UNPLEASANT POSSIBILITY The Hills were "set up" by the people dealing with the
- so-called "Greys" out in New Mexico. The Hill case was either a deep-cover
- check on what the "Greys" were doing under the "agreement" or it was an even
- deeper-cover attempt at "disinformation" to get "abductions" in play--safely.
-
- END HILL CASE
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6664 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:37
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 4 of 7
-
- This is a letter from Betty Hill to Barb Becker which speaks to the previous
- examination of the book Interrupted Journey by Fuller, (previous 3 messages).
- -+---------------------------------------------------------------------------
-
- Letter from Betty Hill:
-
- Scientists, working at top level government jobs. Their HOBBY was ufos. As a
- job protection for them, we agreed not to release their employment, altho it
- was well known to us. C D Jackson was never associated with Time/Life. We had
- continuing contacts with them. Jackson, in 1966, was still working in Alabama,
- at the same employment.
- Most of our friends were officers at Pease AFB. Usually, we all met at the
- Officers Club every Friday night. Barney's best friend was a Lt. Col. in
- Intelligence. Jim McDonald was a Major; also a friend who dated one of my best
- friends. Later they married. We visited each other regularly.
- Jim McDonald suggested hypnosis because our mutual friend, Capt. Ben Swett,
- officer at Pease, did this. Ben felt his type of hypnosis was not adequate, as
- he used only a light stage, which is the stage of suggestibility.
- Dr Ben Simon had left military service years before we met him and he was
- in private practice. Dr Stephans referred us to him because he knew he used
- medical hypnosis, taught in medical school, when Dr. Stephans had been one of
- his students.
- As for the movie, "Let Their Be Light" dealt with medical hypnosis used by
- Dr Simon to treat servicemen returning from WW2, and restoring them to good
- health. A wonderful movie - it should be released to the public.
- As for two therapists; we consulted one, one appointment. Barney was seen
- be Dr Duncan Stephans, but I was not.
- As for the cost of our appointments with Dr Simon, it is true he was very
- expensive. Our health insurance paid one-half of this. Bill was submitted for
- "therapy following ufo capture". We paid the remaining half, which was in the
- thousands of dollars.
- John Fuller did not learn of our experience from NICAP, or Donald Keyhoe.
- From them, he learned the information which resulted in his book, INCIDENT IN
- EXETER. He was in this area, gathering information for this, when the Boston
- newspaper articles were published.
- As for "Unpleasant Possibility" - Pure Paranoia! Nothing "sinister" about
- our experience or our friends. And the UFO definitely had nothing to do with
- New Mexico.
- It would be appreciated if you would send me a corrected copy for your
- computer. Nice to hear from you -
-
- Sincerely,
- Betty (signed)
- Betty Hill
-
- P.S. How I know those who captured us were not from New Mexico -- No alien-
- government base exists there. Apparently this story began when a woman in a
- light trance of hypnosis told of being taken there.
- Ed Conroy, a writer, and a friend Dora Ruffner did an investigation of
- this. They learned the locations of these so-called bases were located on the
- reservation of the Jicarilla Apache Tribe, a restricted area. So they met with
- the tribal leaders and obtained permission to research the areas, with guides
- and without them. They explored the areas. All they found was an abondoned
- water tower that had been used in the past when a railroad ran thru this area;
- also a house habited by an Apache family. No gravel roads, no towers, no
- government or any other kind of installations.
- Ed Conroy was the first person to research this report - He is a reporter
- on arts and electronic media for the San Antonio Express News. He should be
- included on your computer network.
-
- Betty Hill
-
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6665 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:40
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 5 of 7
-
- The following is BBS correspondence between Barb Becker and Betty Hill.
- -+---------------------------------------------------------------------------
-
- 115/157: Betty Hill part 4
- Name: Barb Becker #106 @3466
- Date: Sat Jun 02 02:14:30 1990
-
- I wrote to Mrs. Hill again and thanked her for her comments and asked if she
- would like to make a statement for the BBS regarding her experience, the fol-
- lowing is her response.
-
-
- April 2, 1990
-
- Dear Barbara Becker,
-
- I think probably the easiest way to answer your questions is to list the
- events as they occured.
- Let me say first, that in a case like ours, our conscious mind did not re-
- member all, but our subconscious mind did.
- We considered the beginning of our capture was the time when Barney was
- standing in the field, watching the craft, when one of the humanoids said
- something to him, resulting in his panic and running back to the car, yelling
- they were trying to capture us.
- As we went speeding along the highway to avoid capture, we heard the
- beeping sounds, and the car vibrated.
- When Barney turned into a secondary road, I thought we knew a short cut on
- our way home, and did not question this. Then we saw what we called the moon
- setting on the ground. We assumed the moon was setting, and we could see the
- trees in front of this.
- The next, Barney turned onto a dirt road, in the direction of the setting
- moon. Before I could question him about this, we saw the men standing in the
- road, blocking our way - and we could not remember beyond this point.
- We remembered looking for the highway, but before we reached this, we saw
- the craft again as it passed over the secondary road in front of us.
- When we entered onto the main highway, we heard a second series of beeping
- sounds. And we came home, looking for the craft all the way and not seeing it.
- At home, Barney's first remark was "It is 5 o'clock, We should have been
- home by 3 AM at the latest." This time was from our kitchen clock, for both
- our watches had stopped running - this puzzled us, that both stopped about the
- same time.
- Barney began to unload our belongings from the car. We agreed they should
- not be brought into the house, so they were left on the back porch for a
- couple of days.
- Then we took long showers, shampoos for we felt "very dirty".
- We agreed that something had happened, we did not know what it was, but we
- could not talk about it. We would forget about it as quickly as possible.
- The next day I went out to my car, and found highly polished spots on the
- trunk in a circular pattern. I became very upset, saying maybe we had been
- exposed to something dangerous - the spots should be checked out. So I called
- my sister who called a physist who suggested checking the spots with a
- compass, which I did. When the compass was very erratic, I called my sister
- again to tell her of this. At that time a police officer was at her home, and
- I talked with him - told him about the night before. He said they had orders
- to tell witnesses to call Pease Air Force Base and report this sighting. So we
- called Pease and told them about the sighting, but ommitted about Barney
- seeing the humanoids.
- Our next step was to return to the Mountains, looking for a secondary road,
- the dirt road, thinking if we could find these, we could remember what
- happened after we saw the "men in the road". We went back regularly, in all
- kinds of weather, looking but not finding the dirt road. While we were there,
- we asked everyone we saw, if they ever saw any strange lights in the sky,
- received hundreds of reports - meeting with groups of 50 or more at a time,
- who told of their sightings, but none with an experience similar to ours,
- which we did not discuss.
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6666 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:42
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 6 of 7
-
- About six to eight weeks after this experience, we came home one night, and
- found on the kitchen table a pile of dried leaves. Our first response
- was - someone has been in our home! When I began to clean up the leaves, I
- found my blue ear rings I was wearing that night. That was panic - how did I
- lose them and who returned them? And how did they get into our home?
- Next was my dress. The second time I had worn this, and now it was covered
- with a pink powdery substance. I put it outside, and the powdery substance
- blew away, but it left pink stains all over my dress. Also the hem and some
- seams were torn - it had a built in lining - badly torn.
- To go back, to ten nights after this experience, I had a series of dreams,
- for five nights, of being captured, taken on board, given a physical exam. At
- that time, Barney worked midnight to 8 AM, so he was not here. I typed out
- these dreams and hid them, never discussed them until the time of our hypnosis
- with Dr. Simon.
- As for Hohman and Jackson, they had attended some kind of Geological
- Conference in Washington DC and met Donald Keyhoe there. After the Conference
- they told him they had a hobby, and interest in flying saucers (the term at
- that time) He let them read Walt Webb's report of his meeting with us.
- Hohman wrote to us, asking to meet with us. We agreed for at than time, we
- knew nothing about ufos, and we were quietly seeking some explanation for our
- expereince. Hohman was from New York, and Jackson was from Alabama, so we
- needed to wait until these two were together.
- When they were here, Barney told them about the humanoid saying something
- to him, which he could not remember - this was very upsetting to him.
- We told them about the setting moon just before we turned on to the dirt
- road. They said we could not have seen the moon, for it had already set. Panic
- by both of us.
- So they suggested we take a road map, and pinpoint our location at
- different times. We knew we had left Colebrook about 10 PM, the restaurant
- there. We were able to pinpoint the locations and times most of the way, but
- at one point between Plymouth and Ashland was a blank. So they suggested we go
- back to this general area. Then we talked about time - we could drive to
- Canada in seven hours, and it had taken us seven hours to come home from
- Colebrook. There had to be an explanation. Later this was called a missing
- time period. But right from the beginning Barney and I knew the trip home was
- much longer then it should have been.
- We continued to go back to the mountains, looking for the dirt road, asking
- people about their sightings. Then we began asking if anyone had ever seen the
- people aboard the crafts. No. No one knew Barney had seen them and remembered
- this.
- As for a hallucination, I was and am a trained social worker. I know the
- conditions which must exist for a hallucination to occur - for both people to
- have the same one, at the same time, does not happen. Dr. Simon confirmed this
- impossibility.
- As for the car incident, we both became upset at the same time, but I had
- already had my dreams. We were puzzled as to the reasons we responded the way
- we did.
- If we had not had all these upsetting events happen, without explanation,
- we would had never have spent thousands of dollars going to Dr. Simon. We went
- to him, to get rid of our anxieties, not for a ufo capture. He worked with us
- for seven months, every week. But I learned during these sessions when he was
- putting our amnesia back so we could not remember, that we must see him every
- week for him to reinforce the amnesia. If we did not do this, we would
- remember in about ten days - the same length of time, after this experience,
- that I had my dreams. Now I know I recalled these events, in my dreams, as a
- result of the lessening of their control of my memory.
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
-
-
-
- Message #6667 - UFO
- Date : 14-Jun-91 22:44
- From : John Powell
- To : Glenn Devlin
- Subject : Hill Abduction: 7 of 7
-
- After our hypnosis, we went back to the area, and went directly to the
- secondary road, to the dirt road. Found the cleared area in the woods where
- the craft was down.
- Since that time, three labs have tried to analyze the pink stains on my
- dress without success.
- I agree with you the field of UFOlogy is filled with disinformation. They
- have done more to cover real activities by ufos than any other group. As for
- my social worker background, I know that insecure people have a terrible time
- with things they do not understand, and must develop an explanation,
- satisfactory to themselves, which usually is a fantasy. I dislike the term
- "missing time" for everyone has missing time. The human brain is incapable of
- remembering every little detail of our lives, every moment. No one can
- remember everything that happened yesterday.
- I have worked with those who have been captured, and with those who would
- like to think they were. Five were real captures, reported almost immediately
- to the police, and in three cases, they were at the emergency room at the
- hospital within three hours. Then for the others - five were beginning to be
- mentally ill, were committed, diagnosed, and treated. Later, one became a
- suicide. Then there are the hoaxes - I walked right thru the wall - how much
- did it cost for repairs? They call back in a few days, and tell me how they
- fooled the hypnotist by telling weird tales, which were believed. Finally,
- there are those who are led astray by auto-suggestion, called hypnosis, by
- those using it. I can take anyone, and in fifteen minutes, thru a simple
- exercise can give them a ufo capture. But I am sure that they know it is only
- a "Flight of Fantasy". But it is the same kind of "hypnosis" others are using.
- It is not the hypnosis we had. We had the kind that is used in surgery. I
- would like to see all those who use the wrong kind, try to do some simple
- medical procedures.
- So many try to copy my experiences, so Dr. Simon wrote a segment about
- hypnosis, the types, testing and characteristics. No one apparently read or
- understood this section, pages 82 thru 85, for they ignore this. Unfortunately
- it is ruining the field of hypnosis, which does have good medical uses.
- I went to a conference of so-called abductees. One told of her experiences,
- right out of Star Trek. She took on the part played by Capt. Kirk. Used the
- same names as in the tv program. Later we told her this, so she went back and
- had "hypnosis" again and came up with a different capture. Such success. Such
- fairy tales they tell.
- Thanks for letting me set the record straight. Some times I have heard my
- experiences told in such a way, I did not recognize it.
-
- Sincerely,
- Betty (signed)
- Betty Hill
- -+--- End of File -----------------------------------------------------------
-
- Thanks, take care.
- John.
-
-
- --- XRS! 4.02+
- * Origin: Absence of Evidence is not Evidence of Absence (Quick 1:19/19.19)
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